Right before I took another giant step towards my anxiety recovery, I received news that someone from my past was doing something to harm my family’s well being. Because things have to been resolved, I am not going to get into any details. At least, not yet.
Anyway, the family was set to take a trip outside of the country on Thursday March 27th. That Monday was just a regular day until we got the news. I had anxiety and lots of anger. For a moment, I thought about postponing the trip. But that person had a stronghold on me for many years. The abuse and self esteem hits I took from this person came back.
Thanks to my FullEclipse, family, and Dr. Inception, I decided to say FUCK YOU and go on the trip. However, I needed a distraction. So I got this:
This tattoo had been in the works for a while. It is a Kabbalah symbol to guard off anxiety. It is supposed to help with mental healing. It was just what I needed at the time. The pain was a what I needed to forget life.
The tattoo is located right below my right wrist. It is bigger than I thought it would be. I am so happy with the result. Three more tattoos and I will be done!
In the end, I forgot about the asshole. I took the bull by the horns and took my trip.
Kudos to me!