>It is the eve before my 31st birthday.
What an odd feeling to know that my 20s are behind for good! It all feels so surreal. Like my life keeps passing me by while I hover over everything. So many opportunities have been wasted.
I just feel so old to complete the many projects I want to get started.
Funny, this blog was supposed to start a year ago as a way to chronicle a new chapter in my life and how I cope with my anxiety. I had high expectations. Then again, the blog didn’t start until much later than my birthday.
A lot much has happened this year. I have lost a lot more than I have gained – unless you count the many pounds I have put on due to stress. These experiences are supposed to give me wisdom. I know there is a lesson to be learned somewhere.
If only I could know what these lessons are so I can finally feel like I can live my life.